Saturday, December 15, 2012

Life and Love

Life,
One word with four letters,
So simple,
With such great meaning,
So many things can happen,
Love,
One word with four letters,
So simple,
With such great meaning,
Life and Love come hand in hand,
Both are hard,
Yet easy,
Yet understandable.

The "One"

The key is,
Not to look,
Live life to the fullest,
Be who you are all the time,
Love unconditional,
Be understanding,
Express your honest feelings and views,
Be honest no matter what,
And then let,
Things happen the way,
They are meant to be,
Someone will love you,
For the true you,
If you show the true you,
Now,
Stop looking and let it find you.

Your Heart

Is always right,
Our mind likes to over think things,
Follow your heart,
You may get hurt but,
It will only make you stronger,
You get wiser,
You get happier,
You find that special person.

Fate

Happens for a reason,
Needs time,
Needs patients,
When everything,
Happens it happens,
To make you stronger,
Believe that things,
Happen for a reason,
For the good,
For the bad,
Fate always,
Has something in store for you,
Follow your heart,
And fate will follow you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Snow Globe

Sitting,
Watching,
From the inside,
Of a winterly fluffy,
Protected glass,
Snow globe.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Representation of Yourself

The way you represent yourself determines,
Who you are,
As a person,
And how you handle things,
In life,
You can be an open book,
Or you can be good,
At hiding emotions,
Its the way you represent yourself,
Hold you head high with a smile,
But don't look down upon,
Be who you are,
Let the true colors,
Shine through,
With everything you do,
That's the way to represent,
Who you are as a person.

Meaning of Love

The meaning of Love,
Its not something that can be,
Tossed around,
It means so much,
For just a four letter word,
It means,
You care about that person,
Through thick and thin,
You will do anything,
For that person,
You would take a bullet,
For that person,
That person can tell you the truth,
Even if it hurts,
That person is your everything,
And even if,
Things don't work out,
They will always be there,
Because nothing could break the,
Love for one another.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

The Weight of the World

When the world feels,
Like it's crashing down on you,
All the weight on your shoulders,
And your expected to,
Stand up with it on you,
No one wants to hear how you feel,
It's too much for them,
But what is it for you???
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger???
What does all the stress do to you???
What does constant fighting do???
Eventually the bad might stop,
And you set the world back down,
What did it do???
The after math of the damage???
Some things cannot be fixed,
When the world feels,
Like it's crashing down on you,
All the weight on your shoulders,
May not squish you,
But when you put it down,
What has all that weight,
Done to your bones and joints???

Creative Master Piece

Creativity doesn't come easily to some,
But when it comes,
It can flow smooth and peaceful,
And be the master piece of all,
To some it might not be perfect,
But it's the,
Hard work and devotion,
Time and patients,
That make the piece of art,
A master piece,
In its own way.

Rain

A burst of light,
Followed by a crack rippling,
Thunder,
And slowly,
The pitter patter,
Of rain drops would,
Fall on the top of my head,
And instead of,
Running inside,
I ran out further,
To dance to the,
Remedy of the,
Rain fall and thunder,
And the flashing lights,
Of the lightening.

Butterfies

Fluttering and flapping,
Their wings so fast it's a blur,
All different and unique in their,
Own way,
So colorful and vibrant,
So free and light,
Spreading the beautifulness,
Around for everyone to see,
And smile when laying,
Their eyes upon the,
Beautiful,
Colorful,
Graceful,
Butterfly.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Mist and Lump

The scream in my throat. Rumbling, building up from within. Taming a hungry lion.

The scream is like angry mist. Tickling my throat to open and the magical angry scream of the mist slip out. So light so thin and soothing air that ends up as a glass breaking scream. It's not fighting or yelling words but mist escaping. Thick lines are the only thing you will see. Your hearing will be gone. Nothing but a buzzing sound that turns to a hum. Once the mist escapes it refuses to stop eating, like the lion. So cute and fluffy but dangerous if you push it too far off the edge, the mist was tossed over the edge.
I could see the mist escaping my mouth and turning into a hand, more like a fist. It came out my mouth. It slithered to the phone. It held the phone like it weighted 2 ounces. With a little pressure in it's hand, the phone turned to dust. Sand forming into a pile on the floor. The mist never escaped my mouth. It only tickled my throat.

The mist jumped up and down begging to come out. I wanted to so much allow the mist out.

I don't give into the mist. Finally the mist leaves.

The lump replaces the mist.

The lump only let's me say certain things. I have to watch what I say or the mist will creep it's way back to the throat. The lump will stay there. You can't swallow it down. It feels like there is limited air to breath in. It's hard to breath. As your gasping for air the mist does a surprise attack. It tickles my throat. While the lump stays there the mist tickles. It makes you want to let the mist escape and the lump spit out words.

The lump runs millions of words threw my head. They all sound like the words I want to say. Will let my true feelings come out. It may not be nice or what I should say but how I feel.

My feelings are not a cup of sugar with every thing nice.

The mist get's made for not doing what it wanted me to do.

Feelings

Are not something you can control,
But what brings you to,
Something or Someone,
Its what makes you do what you do,
What makes you say what you say,
What makes you stand for something,
Is the butterflies in your stomach,
The heart beat in your throat,
Sweaty palms,
The smile in your face,
Its the heart and mind,
Feelings are,
What makes you you!
You have no control if you,
Like or dislike something,
Feelings are Feelings.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Stress Lotion

Lotion seeps into your skin,
Stress lotion does the same,
But instead of moisturizing it,
Stress lotion,
Seep into your skin,
Into the bones,
Making your bones,
Hurt,
Never ending pain,
Then the stress lotion,
Lays on your skin,
Like thick heavy,
Grease,
Going on warm and oily,
Then slowly,
Hardening on you skin,
To your bones,
Putting pressure on your,
Bones,
Making them feel like,
They will snap like a twig,
Under pressure.

Alone

Its dark and cold,
Too quiet,
With only my thoughts,
Of what will happen next,
Walking on egg shells,
No one to express feelings to,
No one to talk to,
No one to hear me cry,
No one to love me,
No one to help me,
No one to lend me a hand,
No one to understand,
No one to listen,
A cold empty feeling,
In the bottom of my stomach,
That ruins my appetite,
The feeling your drowning,
Everyone watching,
YOU sitting at the bottom,
Of a pool with a weight,
Attached to your leg by a chain,
But your smiling,
So you must be alright,
Right?
No one looks twice,
Only walks faster away,
No one to rescue me,
No one jumping in,
No one asking me if I need help,
No one for me,
I'm just trapped within,
Myself,
All alone.

Grass

Is the grass greener on the other side?
I have realized there is no such thing,
Things are only done differently,
With the same hurting feelings,
That seem to never want to go away,
Greener is not better,
Every where and everyone,
Are the same,
Some better than most,
But the grass always,
Turns brown.

Grass And Loneliness

Each word is a shard of glass,
Making small cuts,
That stings so bad,
Leaving small scars,
Watching small amounts,
Using from the skin,
Sitting there crying for help,
For only no one to show,
Everyone has a,
Knight and shinning amour,
Until they realize they,
Are the same as the rest,
Keep getting knocked down,
With new sheets of glass,
For it to only burst,
Into millions of shards,
Against the soft skin,
After a while you don’t,
Want to get up,
Only want to lie there,
Pretend to be dead,
Maybe they will walk away,
Instead,
They check for a pulse,
When they find one,
They tell you to stand back up,
To only throw another,
Sheet of glass at you,
Instead of you slowly, gracefully falling,
You hit the floor,
Like a ton of bricks,
The cold floor,
Suddenly turns warm,
I cannot keep pulling out,
The shards of glass,
Out of my skin,
I just want to be warm,
 And to find the hand,
Reaching out,
From the dark,
But instead,
I’m slowly realizing,
I’m all alone.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Define: Stars Lie Hidden In Your Soul

There are good things in everyone,
It lies in the soul,
In some,
It's hidden,
It's not up to others,
To bring it out in you,
But within you,
You may get a little nudge,
Then the rest is up to you,
To bring out,
The Stars that,
Lie Hidden In Your Soul.

Fire

Fire,
Is warm,
Beautiful,
The way is sways,
Side to side,
Lighting a dark area,
But you do not want,
To play with fire,
It is,
Dangerous,
Can burn you,
Leaving forever,
Scars,
Physically and mentally,
That will never leave.

The Key

The key,
There is a key to everything,
The heart,
The mind,
Life,
If you have a key,
You can always enter,
The key is many different things,
There is a skeleton key,
And that is,
To be yourself.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Flowers

Flowers bloom,
It takes time,
Not always perfect,
Each flower that blooms is different,
Different,
Color,
Smell,
Texture,
No matter what,
You can pick out the tiniest flaw,
Nothing is perfect,
When we plant a flower,
We never hope or wish for a perfect flower,
But we wish for it,
To live long,
To have an over powering aroma,
No matter what flower,
We are not mad that it,
Didn't come out right,
We just appreciate the,
Beautiful Little Flower That Has Bloomed,
So why is it different when it comes to people?

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Too Little Time

You get one shot,
In life,
Don't screw it up,
One wrong turn,
You have to turn around,
And start all over again,
Do you have that much,
Time in life?
Its too short,
Not enough time,
To sit and think,
Be yourself,
Grow up,
Enjoy what little,
Time there is,
Don't spend one minute,
Being fake,
Or one minute,
Not being you.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Life

Time,
Flies too fast for anyone to grab it,
When it feels like,
Nothing can happen to you,
It turns around and bites you,
A love hate relationship,
Time,
There is no real definition,
Time makes me think of,
Moments that have happened,
Moments of mine that I will never get back,
Time,
Is a little too late,
You will never get back that,
10 minutes you had in your life,
Its time to think beforehand,
Time to enjoy life,
Time to make new moments,
Start new,
Live life to the fullest,
You never know when your time,
Will come to shine,
But you will be ready.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Update On Me

Well for my Christmas present I got myself a kindle fire with my Christmas money. So I would like to thank my Mom, Dad, and Grandpa E. for the Christmas money and my Nana and Papa for adding the extra money! My Nana thinks I wasted my money but I love my kindle and wouldn't change it for anything! I have only had it for two days... so I will let you know what I think and feel in a few weeks!

My new year’s resolutions are, one to lose weight and two I'm going to exercise and work out more! So far so good, I have not had any pop or candy in 7 days! I'm going to do it. All I need to add to my list is exercise!

My break was so nice. For the longest time it felt like my to do list was never getting completed. It seemed like every time I turned around there was something new! Well over the break I had everything completed and more! I was so happy and I felt so accomplished!!! Now this is my first week back and I'm not feeling overwhelmed! I'm ahead of schedule in all my classes and if I'm not ahead it’s because I'm right where I should be! I am finally all caught up and even ahead! It feels good, let me tell you. I'm the kind of person who can't be behind or else it bothers me and I worry constantly.