Alone

Its dark and cold,
Too quiet,
With only my thoughts,
Of what will happen next,
Walking on egg shells,
No one to express feelings to,
No one to talk to,
No one to hear me cry,
No one to love me,
No one to help me,
No one to lend me a hand,
No one to understand,
No one to listen,
A cold empty feeling,
In the bottom of my stomach,
That ruins my appetite,
The feeling your drowning,
Everyone watching,
YOU sitting at the bottom,
Of a pool with a weight,
Attached to your leg by a chain,
But your smiling,
So you must be alright,
Right?
No one looks twice,
Only walks faster away,
No one to rescue me,
No one jumping in,
No one asking me if I need help,
No one for me,
I'm just trapped within,
Myself,
All alone.